Hole to Whole

This heartache
A chasm in my chest
A black hole
It's gravitational pull
Unescapable
Emptiness
Loneliness
Unnamed Longing
As I stand at this
Event horizon
I realise it's pull
Is actually an invitation
So I slowly
With curiosity as my
Safety net
Venture downwards
Tracing fingers along
Rough damp edges
The hole becomes a tunnel
A worm hole
And I have landed in the
Centre of Me
I am
Enveloped
Swaddled
Held
By my own Heart
Comfort
Joy
Fullness
Spaciousness
As I fill the hole
In my own heart
The Longing
It was always for Me
My heart calling me
Back Home to Myself