My Sad Sad Movie

I followed a few seemingly
innocent thought-trails,
And I find myself in Despair.
Outside: bright sun,
early morning quiet.
Inside: dark, heavy heart,
powerless silence.
I didn’t realise how much
hope I was holding.
So much hope.
Before I reorient,
focus on something new.
I’ll rest in the Disappointment.
Nothing wrong with a quick wallow.
An honouring.
I’m happy that I seldom
stumble into this place.
Time to get some popcorn
and enjoy.